• I can't pretend that you weren't here last night
    I can't pretend you didn't fight with my mom
    I can't pretend I didn't here the fight come bounding into the living room where I watched helplessly
    I can't pretend I didn't see you pull out the gun
    I can't pretend I didn't here like a cannon in my ears
    I can't pretend I didn't see the wall suddenly have a fresh spray of red spots
    I can't pretend I didn't see my mom fall flat on the floor
    I can't pretend I didn't give a choked that echoed through the room
    I can't pretend I didn't run to her side pushing you out of the way
    I can't pretend I din't give her one last hug turning my white blouse a stunning red
    I can't pretend I didn't look into her hazel eyes one last time
    I can't pretend I didn't see a light leaving them
    And I can't pretend that it wasn't my fault.