• Theres no one here to talk to and the pain inside is starting to make me numb. Ive got something to say but no one to say it to. Im not supposed to be afraid of anything, but i just dont know how to take this feeling. Im wishing i could run away from this, but im exhausted and no body understands how i feel. Every thing they say seems to cut right through me and i begin to bleed. I dont care what they think but it hurts to know im truley nothing to anyone...... not even myself. Now im searching for somthing that i cant find. Is it to far away out of sight?, or maybe im just blind.