• the summer before I left college I met a guy named Brian two week before I left and I was going 500 miles away to college. we had a great two week before I left we joked around watch movies and went to do fun things like swimming and boating etc. Well I left and a month later brian came up to see me and he said "I traved all this way to ask you if you would date me ?" of course I said yes and we had a long distince relationship most of the relationship. Brian came up and once a month and I would travel back home once a month to make the relationship work things were going great untill december. brian went to his home town for a week and I was using his car whaite mustang. I got a text while he was gone and it was a high school friend of mine and she said " While you were at college brian and I had sex together" and I belived it it hurt me to hear this I think at that time my heart cracked alot. I was in love with this man so I called him and told him about the text and at first he denied but, then he said yea I did it. so I still stayed with him and we moved on from it. now it febuary and he was comming up for V-day and he proposed to me and I said yes. well just a few month later while on spring break and we were planing a wedding and we just got into a huge fight and we broke up. that just summing it up..I really loved this person he was my real true love and now im relizing that he was just another jerk and it been hard to see the truth about brian

    now that I write this I thought that it would be a way to vent about this break up. I learned lot about myself in while I was in the relationship and after the relationship. writing this down has really help me.